Saturday, January 26, 2008
I had a lovely time with Meg yesterday. It involved near-strippers, BBQ and lots of driving, but it also included quiet visits and a cup or two of tea. She brought up something that I'd been thinking about for a while. Retreat. I'm feeling the need to spend some time alone. It has nothing to do with Bick, but I've always, since childhood, had the opportunity to spend time by myself. Sometimes I had no choice and was lonely, but I just feel like I don't have any time to just sit, read, reflect and be really contemplative. So for the last few days, I'd been looking around trying to find some sort of retreat - not just a fun weekend of shopping or sightseeing with girlfriends. I wanted some sort of meditative, spiritual component, maybe some yoga or tai chi thrown in. I don't care if its with monks, quakers or candlestick makers - I'm just looking for a couple of days to be with my own thoughts.